huhhhh......

temen2x bae gue selalu bilang ama gue supaya gue gak terlalu serius buat ngadepin semua ini.

BUT

i don't have a word to say.... i'm speechless.

it's a joke 4 me?

or

it's real to me?

i don't know.... i'm very upset, even with myself.

to all my friends,

please, somebody tell me the truth!!!!!!!!!!

i don't have ****ing idea anymore!